Darleen

Hi all again I'm full of communication here tonight working out in my mind and hopefully my treatment decisions will help me along the good path ...I'm sure they are going to want to do radiation to my head again and u did so well last year I'm willing to do it ....I am on thw other hand wanting to do Radiation on my chest too but concerned in the effects of my lung and bronchial effects after as I'm very fearful of having to use oxegen after .it would be done by cyber knife does anyone have any opinions or suggestions?

Hello , My name is Darleen I was diagnosed with stage 4 nsclc that mastasised to the brain ,chest ,throat,abdomen,June 2016 it's been a tough ride crainiotomy radiation on brain radiation on chest chemo now on optivo which I seem to feel better on and is helping with most of my tumors yet new ones are cropping up not sure why not getting answers ...I've also had lifetime changes I became a widow in January and lost a beloved dog ,I still have one dog . have to clean my house out as my husband was a pack rat with alot of good stuff so I've donated to a particular church so they may make some money for good causes ,I will need to sell my home by spring due to affordability and too much to care for ,I am now dating on to a new life and now it's hard at times because of living with my chronic disease , yet it's exciting and thrilling to look forward to a new life yet hard because of this decease hanging over me .....And sometimes people really don't realize I'm that sick as I don't look sick ...I have all my hair back which is,awesome !!!! I still get scarred ,angry,frustraded but still trying to be positive,in pray alot finding faith helps me hand my troubles over to someone else to carry the burden for a while at least does anyone else feel the same way and feel overwhelmed at the same time?