But my doctor seems to think my cancer may be back. After 4 years of being cancer free, he is seeing an area on the left lung (where I had my lobectomy four years ago) and also many tiny areas on the right lung. This is not at all what I wanted to hear, but I am trying to stay as positive as I can. I have a biopsy (of the spot on the left lung) on Thursday and will get the results next Tuesday. If the spot is cancer, they will start chemo immediately. You guys have all been such great support for me in the past, and although I'm not on the board as much as I'd like to be, I'm sure I can count on you all for the support I may need in the future. Please pray for me over the next week. I'd love to hear the doctor say that it is just inflamation, give me an antibotic, and go on with my life. But I have to come to terms with the idea that it may be cancer again. Of course, I will let you know as soon as I find out.