elizac1954

Hello everyone, I had a port placed and it seemed to heal okay. Im still baffled about all of this as I was newly diagnosed in august 2015, a shock to say the least. I thought I had a bad cold. This is and has really changed everything I have ever new in my life. The one thing I find , is when they access my port and flush it , It is almost the same head rush I got in the hospital with the morophine, which I do not like. I ask about this and never really get an answer. I also experience some real bad symptoms during infusions. Feels like im blasted of my *ss. Sorry had to say it that way . Im so scared as to what they are doing to me , I feel like a test subject.. any thoughts on how to deal with this ...Hell I cant seem to get a direct answer, all doctors say similar to something different all the time to me .. and this is my cancer team . lol

Hello yall, I am a new diagnosed small cell lung cancer patient as of august 26 2015, limited stage. I have many questions not to mention many fears. First of, I have always had many bouts of pneumonia thru out my life. I cannot help that for years I had been showing signs of this , years . I wonder how many people have experience such things. I feel so many emotions right now , and don't really feel the cancer center is answering them . I feel like their test subject . Things have happened to me so very fast , im still trying to catch up while going thru all the treatments these doctors are telling me . I need and want more spiritual help and feel I don't have much time, even though they say we can find the time.. what does it all mean for me , for others like me . God knows I need guidance here , ansewers . Any and all help is so appreciated.