So 12/4/12 diagnosed; carboplatinum/taxol chemo, 4 rounds; cyberknife to the brain, radiation to the chest; tarceva oral maintenance chemo; Nivolumab, 9 sessions.......told it's not working, you have six to nine months to live, set up hospice and get your affairs in order....Okay, did that....Living on Morphine and praying I make it to January 10th for a cruise I planned with my family....Some hope I may prove them wrong.....when the pain kicks my *ss, less hope...this is the hardest thing I've ever done.....Life looks so different from this angle...I am 54 years young, mother of 27 and 22 year old...had plans of making my accomplishment list a little longer than that.
