Hello my name is Meme, is what my grandchildren call me. I was diagnosed in September late September with small cell lung cancer that has metastasized into the lymph node in my neck and into my liver and I don't know if I'm still in shock or how I feel. I am lost, I don't know what kind of questions to ask. I don't know how I'm supposed to be feeling, physically. of course nobody knows how much time I really have. I guess my biggest upset and concerned and fear is how much time have I already lost. I had a bronchoscopy done in September of 2015 and the doctor told me that there were two nodes in my lung but nothing he was concerned about. in February I was admitted to the hospital for bad bout with bronchitis and again nothing mentioned about cancer or nothing.This knot on my neck appeared and it's been growing and growing and the doctors didn't pay any attention to me when I kept telling them it was getting bigger and bigger and when it got about the size of a golf ball they finally sent me for testing. and after all the ultrasounds and CAT scans and biopsies bam, I have small cell lung cancer so I'm on this site hoping just to have somebody to talk to, maybe share experiences with me so I might have some understanding of this journey I am embarking on. I start treatment tomorrow so again my name is Darlene but everybody calls Meme,and thank you for allowing me to be apart of this site and I hope that we can all help each other! thank you
