I must say I am overwhelmed and so thankful for all of your posts, you are all so wonderful and kind and thoughtful. I feel awful in hindsight talking about all my problems when you have all gone through so much more than I... I guess I just worry about being homeless and peniless with my baby, but as you have all said, God is watching over and we will find our way. Sometimes times like this feel like you are cursed, and that God has forogotten you and you feel so alone. My life has always been hard and after losing my father I was never the same, nor was mom.
You all give me true renewed faith, you are so helping and positive even through your own pain.
Carole, her dad does give us some money, or at least has since we left, paid us support, $600 a month it's supposed to be, but not nearly enough to really support her in daycare and food and diapers and such. I need to find a good job, but first I need help with daycare from the state to be able to work and support us so I am waiting to be settled somewhere.
Tree, your baby is ADORABLE, and so new to this world congratulations on the little one! I remember when my Maya was that little, it goes so fast. And thank you for the advice, yes, it sounds like we are in similar yet different situations, the money makes it easier, I am sure, but what it comes down to is our mom's being ill that breaks our heart and it's important for her to be near her grandchildren at this time. I LOVE your quotes Once I am on my own computer again I will post a pic of us as well. If they don't take it in the upcoming bankruptcy
Thank you Tiny, for the prayers, and to everyone for your support, it has really helped me a lot. I think mom is going to stop the Chemo she just can't handle being sick as she has been. She was so ecstatic after the operation, saying "I'm so happy I'm going to live, can't get rid of me that easily!" and was so strong, but since she has found out she needs chemo and cancer still there, and lost her hair and so sick, she seemed to have lost steam and not really care or just doesn't wanna go through the pain of Chemo, I don't really blame her, not sure I would do it at all... it's just hard... but I don't want to see her in this pain anymore either.
Stand4hope, thank you for your words, they ring with much truth to me, something we tend to forget... Footprints...
I'm happy to have found new friends here. Thank you again for all your support
Huggsss
Starry