Kasey,
I wish I could wrap you up in a real live hug, but distance will not allow me
to, so a cyber hug will have to do (((Kasey))).
The Demon does laugh. It taunts me everyday. Not too long after loosing
Alan, a friend of 13 years who sits next to me at work was diagnosed
stage IV NCSLC, her husband also works with me. I have lived the
disease all over again. The initail DX, cyberknife to her brain tumors.
Listen to their hopeful talk, only to see them crushed when the latest
brain MRI showed 12 new tumors. Hear the dispair when the 3rd type
of chemo has been ineffective, and finally to hear the sound of the hope
quickly leaving them.
I am sorry Kasey I wish there was more I could say, or do to stop the Demon from laughing,
but sometimes I too run low on hope.