Teri
It is so good to have you back. It sounds like England went well, although it seems heavy. The connection you have with his family is such a blessing. As far as the last 1/3 of the ashes, please do so when you are ready. I have not been ready yet and it has been over a year. I communicate with my mom's family all the time, and they are letting me decide when, we know where. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Connie