gracie, this is my first i found this site, i know how you fell exactly, when i was diagnosed i was in shock the word cancer just was so scary-thought this to be my death sentence, cried and cried, felt bad for my mom i take care of, didn't know what to do -who to listen to,chemo was the scariest-looked up alternative medicines andy research i could do - but am going to cyberknife -hopefully will get it over with,its in gods hands -so how many consultations,hopefully you have more than 1 -this is the start - build uo immune system,look into all treatments, chose the best on how you feel confortable. i wish you all the best and am sorry for us all that we needed to find this site. keep your faith , chase