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  1. Hi Don- I am prayign for Lucie too. I am glad things are going well. You bring her home soon okay. Hang tough bud Rana
  2. Fresca

    Needing Hope

    Carleen- Dear Sweet Friend. All I know is this....this is a hell of a way to live your young life. Yes, you are being cheated, for what reason we don't know. Maybe to make your love even stronger for one another. I cannot say my dear. I am praying that this is only a hump. No one knows why God lets these things happen. Maybe its because he gave Man dominion over the earth, and we haven't done so well with it. All the chemicals, and animals being killed, the land being destroyed by commerce...and the almighty dollar. Maybe he is trying to make man strong and tough. Maybe hes just a cruel and mean God. I can't say. It is not my place to say. Its my place to say hold tight to him, he will hold you. Maybe not the way you think. He might be the one giving you the energy to wake up and work those long long days at work. Maybe keeping you together. Maybe without him, we all who have to deal or dealt with this crap disease, would have been lost ourselves. I know that your love for Keith is strong, and let that fuel you my friend. I know it does already. What I want to say is...Keep a chin up my sweet. Keep loving, and caring for all. Try to stifle the yucky feelings for others when they are laughing. I know it makes you sad, but the anger towards others makes the depression much much worse. Try laughing with them...its great medicine for you. Its so hard, I KNOW, but try my dear, just try. As for Keith, he sounds so strong and mentally in tune with this shi_ disease. I'm not sure who said it, but I agree, that maybe when the house is being built it could fuel Keith. Its a mental thing. We can heal ourselves if we truly believe in our minds, hearts and souls. God gives us that power. But we have to harness it. Feeling bad though makes it hard I know. My mom lost the battle because she got so physically down, her mental state went down. Seriously, not trying to upset anyone who reads this...she started getting negative and cranky, and thats when the disease took over. Keep Keith up. Keep his mental state up. I know this is a novel to you my dear...but your pain and sorrow and depression is so deep. I want nothing but the best for my new LC family. I just want to touch on every subject that you posted. Carleen my dear...you have so much to deal with. I pray you find strength. This is a hard bumpy road, but you can get the road paved hon....really...keith can beat this. I am praying for good scans, and good times ahead for you. Please God hear me too.......Carleen and Keith need your wisdom and Strength that you possess. Please let them learn what the neeed to beat this. We ask that the hands of the Dr.s have already put Keiths cancer on the run. We ask for a cure in this world for this disease. Please give us the wisdom we need to find the cure. Please. Please bless all on this meassage board with good things. I pray this through Jesus our Lord and Christ...Amen. Thats all I can do my sweet...I believe though, so you believe too, and we can have this prayer answered right away. You hang in there. If you need me I'm a PM away. Much love for you and Keith your always in my prayers... Rana
  3. I am so sorry. My heart is with you. Rana
  4. I am so glad that TIm is home with you now. Its much nicer having them where you can check on them, and they can also do what they want. God bless the two of you. I continue you in my prayers. Rana
  5. Shellie dear- Prayers on their way up right now. EXPECT A MIRACLE hon...I believe. Rana
  6. Just saw the post Guys....THANK YOU!!! ITs been a hard hard hard couple of days...I'm kinda just lurking here. I hope you all are doing well. I don't like to talk much right now, as I'm really sad! (Don't like that to come through on posts...) So, I want to let you all know I am praying everyday for eveyrone. Love to you all Rana
  7. Connie- Oh I ACHE...its too familiar...except your has been drawn out longer, making the torture longer. Oh my sweet friend. I'm here, and thats all I can say. please pm anytime hon. I pray for you and your mom. Rana
  8. Fresca

    Please pray

    Prayers for you NOW!! Rana
  9. I am praying too. SOunds like he is truly doing well. I am so glad. Rana
  10. Fresca

    Prayers Please

    I hope I am not too late. BUT I AM PRAYING TOO!! Thinking of you! Rana
  11. Fresca

    Not Great News

    Candy Hang in there hon! I will be praying for the best for you and Hugh. Rana
  12. Ray- What a valiant fighter your dad was. He is and will always be with you. He is in heaven now, and what better place to be. Its hard, I'm still dealing with mommy. I will not tell you its an easy road and it gets better, you just get number....No matter what though, they are not suffering anymore my dear! Oh hang on to the precious memories. God bless you and your family in this time of grief and mourning. My heart and prayers are with you Rana
  13. Fresca

    Katieb's Dad

    Oh Katie and Rick- I tooo am praying. I'm sorry. I m so sorry for the disheartening news. GOSH THIS DAMN DISEASE!!! Rana
  14. AWWWW GUYS- Thank you so much. Firsts are VERY HARD! Last night was my sons 13 birthday, and I was very down then too, her not being around. But, I will continue on. Its hard, but I can make it. THank you all for your wonderful words and wishes. YOu guys are the best. Thanks again Rana
  15. I just need to have a little depression party...My birthday is Sunday. I don't know what to do without the phone call my mom always gives me. I don't know what to do without her telling me wow your 33 years young. It SUX!!! I am in a poop. I feel pooey all the time, and can't seem to shake it...but its coming hard right now around a time when people celebrate. BLAH!! Oh well, enough pity party for myself. I just wanted to vent some feeling. Mom was good at buying little things for my birthday with alot of meaning. She would buy me little trinkets (which my shelves are full of HA!) It was just nice to build a collection ya know. AGH!! Feeling pooh for myself. Thanks for listening Rana
  16. Shelly- I haven't been on in a while, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. But, I agree with Kathy, and you....they wouldn't be doing all of this if they didn't think she could make it. I will continue to pray my dear. Rana
  17. Kathy Tim has been through ALOT. I know Radiation causes fatigue, and then paxil relaxes you. Maybe he is just in that healing sleep phase. I don't really have answers, but I hope it helps. I will continue you in my prayers my friend. Rana
  18. Ray- Just BEAT IT, BEAT IT, BEAT IT!!! You can do it. Its tough! I will continue to pray my friend. Rana
  19. I am so sorry, so very sorry. I can only pray for you my friend. Peace and happiness in the time of grief. Rana
  20. Shannon- You truely are an inspiration. I hope soon I can be as strong as you. keep up your wonderful self. Thats all I can say. You just are wonderful Rana
  21. Maincoone- I am aching for you right now. I can only pray for your peace and comfort in your time of grief. Please accepts my truest sympathy for the passing of your beloved Margaret. She is in a better place now with the angels. Singing and laughing. Rana
  22. Norme, Buddie- Praying for you guys everyday. Rana
  23. Fresca

    to ConnieB

    Connie Congratulations!!! What a survivor. You are wonderful and the feeling I get from the keyboard, a great spirit too. I will keep praying that you have many many many more anniversaries. Rana
  24. Hey Shelly- Carol was my moms name too. I wish your Carol a big special birthday wish too. Bless you my dear. Rana
  25. Fresca

    To my mom

    No, I didn't write it Norme. I just found it and it was perfect, so I wanted to share with all of you. Rana
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