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  1. Carleen-

    Dear Sweet Friend. All I know is this....this is a hell of a way to live your young life. Yes, you are being cheated, for what reason we don't know. Maybe to make your love even stronger for one another. I cannot say my dear. I am praying that this is only a hump. No one knows why God lets these things happen. Maybe its because he gave Man dominion over the earth, and we haven't done so well with it. All the chemicals, and animals being killed, the land being destroyed by commerce...and the almighty dollar. Maybe he is trying to make man strong and tough. Maybe hes just a cruel and mean God. I can't say. It is not my place to say. Its my place to say hold tight to him, he will hold you. Maybe not the way you think. He might be the one giving you the energy to wake up and work those long long days at work. Maybe keeping you together. Maybe without him, we all who have to deal or dealt with this crap disease, would have been lost ourselves.

    I know that your love for Keith is strong, and let that fuel you my friend. I know it does already. What I want to say is...Keep a chin up my sweet. Keep loving, and caring for all. Try to stifle the yucky feelings for others when they are laughing. I know it makes you sad, but the anger towards others makes the depression much much worse. Try laughing with them...its great medicine for you. Its so hard, I KNOW, but try my dear, just try.

    As for Keith, he sounds so strong and mentally in tune with this shi_ disease. I'm not sure who said it, but I agree, that maybe when the house is being built it could fuel Keith. Its a mental thing. We can heal ourselves if we truly believe in our minds, hearts and souls. God gives us that power. But we have to harness it. Feeling bad though makes it hard I know. My mom lost the battle because she got so physically down, her mental state went down. Seriously, not trying to upset anyone who reads this...she started getting negative and cranky, and thats when the disease took over. Keep Keith up. Keep his mental state up. I know this is a novel to you my dear...but your pain and sorrow and depression is so deep. I want nothing but the best for my new LC family. I just want to touch on every subject that you posted.

    Carleen my dear...you have so much to deal with. I pray you find strength. This is a hard bumpy road, but you can get the road paved hon....really...keith can beat this. I am praying for good scans, and good times ahead for you.

    Please God hear me too.......Carleen and Keith need your wisdom and Strength that you possess. Please let them learn what the neeed to beat this. We ask that the hands of the Dr.s have already put Keiths cancer on the run. We ask for a cure in this world for this disease. Please give us the wisdom we need to find the cure. Please. Please bless all on this meassage board with good things. I pray this through Jesus our Lord and Christ...Amen.

    Thats all I can do my sweet...I believe though, so you believe too, and we can have this prayer answered right away. You hang in there. If you need me I'm a PM away.

    Much love for you and Keith your always in my prayers...

    Rana

  2. Just saw the post Guys....THANK YOU!!!

    ITs been a hard hard hard couple of days...I'm kinda just lurking here. I hope you all are doing well.

    I don't like to talk much right now, as I'm really sad! (Don't like that to come through on posts...) So, I want to let you all know I am praying everyday for eveyrone.

    Love to you all

    Rana

  3. Ray-

    What a valiant fighter your dad was. He is and will always be with you. He is in heaven now, and what better place to be. Its hard, I'm still dealing with mommy. I will not tell you its an easy road and it gets better, you just get number....No matter what though, they are not suffering anymore my dear!

    Oh hang on to the precious memories. God bless you and your family in this time of grief and mourning.

    My heart and prayers are with you

    Rana

  4. AWWWW GUYS-

    Thank you so much. Firsts are VERY HARD! Last night was my sons 13 birthday, and I was very down then too, her not being around. But, I will continue on. Its hard, but I can make it. THank you all for your wonderful words and wishes. YOu guys are the best.

    Thanks again

    Rana

  5. I just need to have a little depression party...My birthday is Sunday. I don't know what to do without the phone call my mom always gives me. I don't know what to do without her telling me wow your 33 years young. It SUX!!! I am in a poop. I feel pooey all the time, and can't seem to shake it...but its coming hard right now around a time when people celebrate. BLAH!! Oh well, enough pity party for myself. I just wanted to vent some feeling.

    Mom was good at buying little things for my birthday with alot of meaning. She would buy me little trinkets (which my shelves are full of HA!) It was just nice to build a collection ya know. AGH!! Feeling pooh for myself.

    Thanks for listening

    Rana

  6. Shelly-

    I haven't been on in a while, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. But, I agree with Kathy, and you....they wouldn't be doing all of this if they didn't think she could make it. I will continue to pray my dear.

    Rana

  7. Kathy

    Tim has been through ALOT. I know Radiation causes fatigue, and then paxil relaxes you. Maybe he is just in that healing sleep phase. I don't really have answers, but I hope it helps. I will continue you in my prayers my friend.

    Rana

  8. Maincoone-

    I am aching for you right now. I can only pray for your peace and comfort in your time of grief. Please accepts my truest sympathy for the passing of your beloved Margaret. She is in a better place now with the angels. Singing and laughing.

    Rana

  9. Connie

    Congratulations!!! What a survivor. You are wonderful and the feeling I get from the keyboard, a great spirit too.

    I will keep praying that you have many many many more anniversaries.

    Rana

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