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Kat

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  1. Kat

    I lost my mom

    I am really suffering and I can't make it stop! How do I make it stop? Someone please tell me! I can't continue like this.
  2. Kat

    I lost my mom

    Saturday Nov. 4th, exactly 4 months to the day that my Dad had passed away from LC my Mom gave up her fight with LC and rightfully earned her wings. I no longer have parents. I don't understand why this happened and I don't know how to make it stop hurting!
  3. My mom had some kind of test on Wed. I believe a pet scan...Please forgive me that I don't know all the terminalogy very well! We don't get the results back until next Thursday. This test will determine if they will continue the chemo or stop all treatment. I am so scared! I just buried my Dad a month ago and I can't go through this again! I want to stay positive but the truth is I know how horrible this disease is and how quickly it took my Dad. I don't know how to do this again! I can't understand why this is happening to us.
  4. Kat

    Saying goodbye

    As some of you may know from my previous 2 posts that both my parents were batteling lung cancer. I'm sad to say that my Father could no longer fight the battle and passed away Saturday July 1st at the age of 66. We had the funeral yesterday and having to say goodbye for the final time about killed me. I have this emptyness that nothing will fulfill. I'm just at a loss as to what to do. As my Mom went to chemo today the realization set in that I very well could be burying both my parents this year. I fear my mom will give up the fight because my dad had promised her he would be there to help her through this and now he's not. I don't know how to help her when I'm not even sure how I will get through this myself! I just keep waiting to wake up from this horrible nightmere! I just want my life the way it was last summer when no one in my family had cancer! I want my dad back and I want my mom to be healthy! How do I stop the pain?
  5. Hello! I'm Kathleen, 28 years old from Clio MI. I'm here because my whole world was torn apart last August. I got a call while I was at work from a family friend telling me that I had to go to the hospital right away because my dad was very sick. I knew right then that something bad was wrong because my dad was very healthy. He was taken in by ambulance because he was coughing up pure blood. He was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. He started Chemo and radation and we prayed for the best. The week of Christmas while my Dad was still going through his treatment my 3 year old nephew (2 at the time) was admitted into the hospital for what they thought was an infection. After tests were ran he was diagnosed with leukemia. He was rushed to a childrens hospital to start his treatments. This past March my father was told his cancer had spread and the doctors gave him less the 6 months to live. While I'm trying to deal with all this my moms health starts to get real bad. The week of Easter she was diagnosed with the other form of lung cancer. I don't know how much more I can take! I'm so worried and scared that I'm making myself sick. I am so sick of people telling me "everythings going to be ok" because as much as I want it to be I know it's not. I know I'm going to lose one or both my parents this year. I feel guilty for thinking about how I'm not going to have my dad there to walk me down the aisle when I get married or that they won't be there to see me have children. This is the most intense pain I have every felt! Thank You for listening to me. Please say a prayer for my family. ~Kathleen
  6. Hi! I'm Kathleen, 28 from Clio MI. My Father was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer last August and my mom was diagnosed with the other kind in March of this year. On top of that my 3 year old nephew was diagnosed with leukemia last December. I am struggling with this. My Dads cancer has spread and at his last appointment the doctor gave him less then 6 months to live. That was in Feburary. I found out today he is starting to have liver failure. I'm just watching him die. I contacted the Cancer Society about a support group but the only one near me is in Flint and only meets on Thursday afternoons but I always have to work. I can't afford to go talk to someone so I hope I can find help on here. My friends just don't understand and if I hear "your Dad will be fine" one more time I just might go crazy. Thanks for listening! Kathleen
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