Hi friends
Just feeling low at the moment thought I`d say hello and have a moan...
I`m going through that much emotion I dont know whats wrong with me, I`ve had the odd moment of despair but snapped out of it. Today I cant get myself to perk up, just keep thinking and thinking...
My 4 year old starts school in September I want dad to be here to see her in her uniform....
I want him to see chrismas and new year...
I want him to see his 76th birthday...
I want him to see mom`s 70th birthday...
I want him to see my 30th birthday...
I`ve got so many things I want dad to see and be part of. Its all the uncertainty thats doing it, the not knowing if the nasty thing will go, the not knowing how long we have left together.
Why why us? why anyone?
Sorry for venting
Donna