I too have shed quite a few tears these last few days. I cry for the friends that we have recently lost from this board. I cry for those that are grieving the loss of a loved one, who recently passed away. And I cry for myself, because my carefree life will never be the same. I am not the same woman I was when first diagnosed. That kind of makes me sad. I from now on will never again take one precious moment for granted. I guess I never realized how lucky I was. I have a pretty great life. I have gotten almost everything I ever wanted, not that any of it came easy. I have always worked hard. I appreciate the smell of a horse after a long walk. I love every sunset, and am disappointed another day has gone by. I still cry when I watch The Wizzard of Oz. I'm crazy in love with Jack, even after 21 years of marriage. He makes me laugh, especially when he is trying to be serious! I thank you God for my life. You have blessed me God beyond believe. I hope my life continues, but if not, I thank you for the time you have given me.
Love to all of you, especially you Jack- the one true love of my life.
Cheryl