When Maurice was first diagnosed, my prayers were frantic pleas for healing and I wanted that healing fast. Over the last 2 years I have come to accept that healing may not be in Maurice's future and so most of my prayers now are not really formal prayers, just conversations with God. I still ask him for healing for Maurice, recognizing that He alone is the Great Physician, and I thank him for all the blessings I've enjoyed in my life, but in the end I always let him know that I understand that it is His will that will be done, and not mine. I guess I've reached a level of acceptance that 2 years ago I never thought would have been possible. When little things go my way or when an obstacle is overcome, I always try to remember to thank Him.
wendyr