I visited this site before my mother passed away last April and I've been keeping up with everybody and reading the posts. Everyone here helped me so much when I was dealing with Mom getting sicker each day and as I sit here by myself...I'm finding myself drowning in grief as it gets closer to the one year anniversary. I don't know how to deal with this. I miss her every minute of every day. I have a brother who tells me it is time to be "over" the death of our mom. How can I ever "get over" the loss of my best friend and mom? I feel so alone and I can't talk to my Dad about this because I know he feels the loss even more than I do. I hate this. Why isn't she here? I feel like my family is falling apart little by little. We were such a close family and it seems like we can't be in the same room anymore without fighting about something. She was such a strong woman...she shouldn't be gone amd my fmaily shouldn't be like this...
