Thank you so much for giving your story, you have helped so much, and even though I am not my mother's full time caregiver (I live 2500 miles a way from her) when I am with her, I am her caregiver. You give me hope and strength, and I am grateful to you. I am sorry for your loss, but you are right, only God knows when your reward will come, and heaven knows, you desrve a good one.