i am such a grandads girl and it killed me today to find out he has lung cancer and starts chemo next week. i rele dnt know how to deal with this i just want to cry all the time and i cnt start to imagine my life without him.
i need sum1 to talk to who knows wot im going through who is not family related. i know i have to be strong but its so hard when all i want to do is curl up and cry every 5 mins. this is the first day and i feel as though im never goin to be able to cope with this heartbreaking news
