A friend of mine gave me this website when she found out what I was going through. I'm hoping it can help me understand things so I don't feel the burden of bothering my mom about stuff.
I'm 27 years old, 7 months pregnant & my mom has masses in both lungs, liver, adrenal glands, lymph nodes & pelvic/back bone. We find out tomorrow what kind of LC it is because they did a liver biopsy last week while she was in the hospital with pneumonia. I'm sure it's probably worse than we hoped but I guess I will have to wait till tomorrow.
I'm scared as hell that she won't be around long enough to help me raise my daughter (her first grandchild) that she has been wanting since I married. Life without her will not be the same. I'm used to talking to her 2-3 times a day, EVERYDAY!!! I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I cry all the time when I'm alone & smile when I'm with her because I want her to see me happy, even though a part of me is dying inside. She's the last one to cry & has the best attitude out of all of us. I guess that is good for her. Sometimes I wish she would cry or be mad, but maybe that is her way of dealing right now.
Anyway, whoever reads this, THANKS! I needed this!