Randy,
I am so sorry for your loss. Just remember God has a plan for everyone. As she is rejoicing in heaven she knows no time unlike us here on earth. When she see's you next it will only seem like a moment has passed. He has kept you here with jobs that still need to be accomplished and the inner strengh you have gained.
God Bless you our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family!
The Williams Family
Jon, Cynthia, Zane and Cody