Well, I got impatient and called today. The results were in and I had errans to run so, mom got the call. She just asked about the tumor. They did say it shrunk some from the radiation. But, now I have more questions as in is it still over her kidney area,has the cells spread out side of the areas where they already are,does it seem to be slowing down the growth process. Not, to meantion the tumors on the head they didnt scan. I know they say uncurable but, come on then they say its shrinking is this just a tease of hope or false hope?!?!? At the same time Im not sure mom told me the truth about the call, when I questioned her about more info she told me I didnt ask because I dont care. If she doesnt care why do the chemo. Why sit and watch yourself get sick and suffer more so everyday? I guess Im truely not understanding or she is just protecting me that much she doesnt want me to know. Either way it hurts to see her not care, continuing to smoke...ect.....Who knows what tomarrow will bring but, praying for more time with my mom!
Ashaki