Still Mommy's Baby Girl

Hello everyone !! I actually talked to my mom tonight, she was in much better spirts, and so am I now that I got to talk to her. I was glad to hear that the night I tried to talk to her and she was out, I asked them to put the phone to her ear, and I told her not to give up, and don't listen to the negative, and I will pray harder, you know what? she heard me.!! I thought that was great., and I felt like I offered her some encouragement. I told her about all of you, and when she gets out of the hospital, and feels better, she plans on paying you a visit too. I would like to know about methadone, if anyone knows anything about it, she was recently put on methadone and she is concerned about it, I told her as much as I could find, but she is worried that it won't help her, I have read that it will, but would like any advice that anyone has to give. I really don't know much, but want to help and encourage her all that I can. If this really will help with her pain, then I want her to at least give it a chance, just don't know ., thanks for any advice you have. Please know that I will keep you in my prayers, I feel very blessed to have all of you in my life. Love and Prayers, Trish

I don't think that it was an accident that I found this message board. I appreciate all of the responses that I recieved. I was feeling discouraged, and you sent me strength and courage through your responses. I thank you for that. I am a total stranger, but you made me feel like family. THANK YOU !!When I last wrote about my mom... the Doctors had advised the family to be called in. They said that a tumor had invaded the entire lung, and that she wouldn't make it much longer. I didn't know anything to do but pray, I don't know many people, but I knew I needed prayer warriors, and God sent me you. Today after work, I called to check on my mommy, and although I didn't get to hear her voice, she was resting and breathing better, turns out that invasive tumor was a wonderful big mucus plug., I never new I would be so happy to hear about mucus.!! I know that is God at work, and I know that God works miracles everyday. I wanted to say a million times over, thank you, all of you, for I do indeed believe that God heard our prayers. I will keep you and your families in my prayers, and you will forever be a part of my heart. I will continue to visit, for you give me hope and encouragement. I hope someway that I too can make someone feel the way that you have made me feel. [/b]

I don't know many people, and so I will reach out to all of you tonight. I need help, I need so many people praying with me right now. My mom has NSCLC, and she was just placed back in the hospital, for what they thought was fluid on her lungs, well when I arrived home from work today, my family called and told me that they say it is not fluid, it is tumor, now what does that mean?? They said the doctor says call the family in, why?? have they gave up? I haven't, Is there something wrong with me?, am I going to wake up one day and she will just be gone?, It makes me mad when someone talks about the finality of it, like it is going to happen just face it, well if I do that then I have gave up, and I can't give up. I found this message board by accident, and spent nearly two hours reading all of your messages, and I am so sorry for all of the pain and sorrow that each of you have faced, but also am celebrating the victories that each of you have had. I would be lying if I didn't say that I am afraid. Please vist my webpage to see how wonderful this lady that I am so lucky to call Mommy is. Thank You You will have to copy and paste the following link.Then click on the Link Footprints on my heart http://home.bellsouth.net/p/s/community ... 104592&ck=