I read your "book" with interest Carole. Unless there is some sort of miraculous bifurcation for me where I end up NED or stable for a long time, I may be following your path in the not too distant future. I am not going to chemo myself into the ground. I stopped taxotere after 4 rounds when it became apparent that it was causing severe sob and I had to go back on high dose prednisone to recover. Right now I am off treatment, but I did get stable disease with the taxotere. It has been 4 years since I had carboplatin and I have never had taxol. I will try that if I get more progression, but i think that will be my last chemo.
Don m