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sweetbabyjen

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  1. i also understand the anger. my mom smoked for over 30 years - 2pks a day. she was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer with mets to brain, lymph nodes, and bones. it eventually spread to adrenal gland and pancreas. she fought for almost 2 years and smoked up untill the last few weeks of her life. i would always make comments on her smoking but it was something that she loved to do. she would tell me that she was trying to quit but i knew better. i got really angry when she would go out to the garage to smoke and fell down every time. she could not get herself back up and i had to help her. i was 8 months pregnant at the time. after a week of falling she finally went in to the dr and they found out that her brain tumors were growing and causing the falls. they told her she had 4-6 wks left. she said she only wanted to make it to see her grandaughter be born. she had no choice but to quit and my daughter was born on new years eve. my mom passed away 11 days later. i feel bad for yelling at her about smoking - really bad. i knew she couldnt do it and i probably made it worse for her by showing my anger. its normal to be angry...but is it worth it to be mad at her - no. cant change decisions she made long ago so enjoy what u have. i wish i did more.
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