How blessed am I???I dont feel crazy anymore....Waiting to see Doc. on Tuesday Im not dealing with all this.....Did anyone have extemem anger,and then depression?This isnt me.I truly want to run out to the snow and run and run and run and run till I drop and cant run.Just soooo mad.WHY???
Im alive,I have my Michael and Anthony,I have my life back,my brain is really not going along with this.
They are 20 and 21 ,college age and broke,and funny,girl crazy,and they were there for me at the hosp...I wanted to see their faces if it happened to be the last thing I ever saw.I woke up sideways with the lights and sounds,and the PAIN.Maybe all the trauma is catching up with me....