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kermsgirlie

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  1. How blessed am I???I dont feel crazy anymore....Waiting to see Doc. on Tuesday Im not dealing with all this.....Did anyone have extemem anger,and then depression?This isnt me.I truly want to run out to the snow and run and run and run and run till I drop and cant run.Just soooo mad.WHY??? Im alive,I have my Michael and Anthony,I have my life back,my brain is really not going along with this. They are 20 and 21 ,college age and broke,and funny,girl crazy,and they were there for me at the hosp...I wanted to see their faces if it happened to be the last thing I ever saw.I woke up sideways with the lights and sounds,and the PAIN.Maybe all the trauma is catching up with me....
  2. There are people out there!!!Thankyou for replying to me and I read your stories and Im not so much alone ,just scared a little.Not knowing what the future brings is scary but necessary if we are to live our lives.When you hear me joking -it is just my fear mask...... Had a horrible experience at the hospital,a nurse actually got kicked off the unit.I had been vomiting for hours BC they gave me narcotics on an empty stomach.My mouth was sticking and I was dehydrated.I had asked her for a hot tea to sip on and she said no.She poited to my old juice on the table and felt I could just drink that.This is only a small part....Bring your wits with you to the hospital.Stick up for yourself if you must.I also had great nurses-my point?Crazies are everywhere!!!
  3. 4 weeks post removal RT lung.Been in bed and bubbling.Does anyone after this surgery feel like a whoopie cushion has deflated there?Like rubber rubbing?Also bubbles and pain .....Something moving or changing.Dont have an x ray machine here!!!!Im in bed sick,crying ,depressed,and lost my lung and now my mind..... :roll
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