I had my biopsy done and then they did a limp nods test down my troat. they also put in a port for chemo when they did they hit my good lung and it collapsed. was in the hopspital for 5 days. This just gets harder and harder I am so pissed that they hit my lung. I have to now get it built up. I miss my old life soooo much sometimes. I am happy they can do surgery yet scared about what they are taking. I know I should be happy I have a good chace, but why does all they good news come with bas too. I guess I am just in one of those pity moods. cI needed to write it down and get it out.
