Well K.C
You have found one. I was outside my precious dads hospital door, when he took his last breath, I was there through everything else but couldnt bare the pain of watching, other family members were there so he wasnt alone. Once they gave him that morphine, I couldnt stand to see him that way even though everyone told me he looked so peaceful..He couldnt talk to me anymore, its sooo hard I wish I could comfort you more KC but its just soo overwhelming and painful to think about that day, hopefully its comforting for you to know you are not alone. It seems like it was alot easier to talk about when it first happened, I dont know I've just been having some bad days...I know its there somewhere, somewhere there is peace for us..