Hey guys I wanted to give you all update A LOT has happened since I last posted. My dad is doing good so far were currently going to cancer treatment center of America hes doing what the doctor is calling "maintenance chemo" doctor said chemo is working and my dads responding very well the doctor was shocked at how well my father was reacting with the chemo. On another note On August 8th my mother came into my room woke me up she ended up having a heart attack in my bedroom right in front of me and passed away. My mom and me were not just son and mother she was my life my best friend, everything I did I did with her we were always together and to lose her like that in front of my eyes on top of all this stress I have with my dad having lung cancer. I cannot explain to you all what im going through and feeling. Everything is on me now taking care of my dad taking him to the doctors, all the bills taking care of the house, the car and now my sick dad. I feel so lost and empty without my mother I feel like when she passed away she took my heart with her and I feel so empty inside. I do not understand why god needed to take her from me now when I needed her the most now to help with my dad. I'm sorry for this long letter I just needed to vent out to anyone who reads this.