Hi All
Firtsly let me express my sincere gratitude for all of your kind and informative answers, I was very moved when I saw the replies the first time, That so many people care enough to reply. Thank you all.
Since my last post my wife and I have packed up and gone "home" to be with my mother.
When Diagnosed my mother initially told us all, that she was so glad the cancer was not caused by smoking, because that would feel "troublesome". after having spoken to her doctor, he stated he had clearly explained to her that the cancer is most likely related to smoking... Since I don't have any wish to add to my mothers guilt, I thought I would let her continue to believe this is the case, but since she has gone back up to almost a pack aday of smoking... and when I hint towards it perhaps not being the best for her, she behaves as she always has towards those comments, "Yeah, yeah, whatever, let's not talk about it." I am at a loss.
Since I really like the idea of treating this as a chronic condition, I am assuming, the faster she quits the greater her chances of survival. Is this correct or will continuing to smoke, hardly have an effect?
As for fighting, I can't really get through with my attempts at suggesting strategies, she only says she is too tired, maybe later,don't stress me etc.
I am panicking, because I can't get through and I can feel the days slipping away.
I get the feeling she has given up, and is set on living 6 months, period.
As for mom's condition, she has gone through first round of chemo, another round in about 1 week, she seems pretty up, and has been very chirpy for a few days, which is great.
I am assuming the test values will come in this week, and will tell us what her response to the treatment has been.
sorry for my gloomyness, I guess I just feel powerless...
Thanks again for your help,
Jamie