i want to thank those that replied as when i wrote this i put the wrong date on my discoyer of cancer it should have read 2003 when i was first discovered, as this is what goes on in my mind the closer i get to cat scans i cannot ever think or fungion right, i am so happy to have found this site as i know now i am not alone in my struggles, again sorry for the wrong information, also i never di have to go throu chemo and radition as i trusted in my doctors advice, anyway hope to hear more and chat with people as this seems to get my mind of of same.
patrick