On July 5th, 1994 my mom, my best friend, and my kids grandma died of nsclc after 1 1/2 yrs of fighting it. I still to this day have a hard time with the 4th of July. I try each year to have cook-outs or something special so we all get thru it. This year was good also. My son came home from Charlotte and 'All my Children' were here. Thanks to all of you on these boards.