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It has been three weeks since my Mother – my confidant and best friend – has passed away. Throughout Her career in the medical profession She never tired in Her advocacy for those under Her care and for that I am especially proud. May we all find such a voice when we need it the most! What bothers me most was her constant (close to the end) admonishment – tell/ask me what you want to know! – Sorry Mom I never understood? We discussed it all. What had to be said was expressed. She enjoyed life immensely; nay, cherished it - especially Her Roses, Music and Golden Retrievers – Her favorite (Charles(Charlie)) passed August 2001. Mercifully, My Mom did not suffer. The end was quick! She was lucid up until the end. What the Cancer/… did to Her in the last two months… . My prayers for all! www.theinterviewwithgod.com Caledon To each and everyone my best - Take care! God bless you All! Hoping for a day when this will not be necessary! "Give" to the cause - gene therapy and T-cell research (Bio-technology) is the way and the future. Chemo is/will be like blood letting of old. One hell of an education – thanks mom – I love you. Ya think ya could’ve eased up a little. As always...teaching us something new. Could've done without this though. I know if ya got to it...well...at least on your terms… I hear a piano:-) ^i^

The way my Mother did Cat! With dignity and grace at 10:33Am EDT (10.22.04). God speed! God bless! Forever missed - waiting with charles on Rainbow Bridge! Caledon

Becky, the post in question was not my own. It was one I responded to after it started to get well ugly (not in a bad way) just someone having a…well - bad day…? From what I gather this post has spurred all the legal disclaimers over the last 24hrs. I don’t see why they are worried though? This site is tame compared to Yahoo, MSN boards etc! Gee; the yahoo finance boards should’ve spawned at least 10 million suits since the bubble popped…! Disclaimers!!! I Just don't like the idea that if someone choses they can delete entire threads for no other reason but they wanted too. Everything we do online leaves an electronic trail (database, server logs) to see these manipulated...well??? Caledon

I see the white wash crew has been out - full force! Question? Hiding the warts and negative emotions - which are part of life - helpful? I don't know what was posted on the thread after my post; too see the whole thread >>> poof! Too see a board manipulated in such a way makes me feel uneasy:-/ Caledon

Though I joined this website only a short-time back, I feel like I knew Tbone. Like most, I lurked here for quite a while. From what I saw He came from and had a wonderful family! My Heart and sympathy goes out to all of the family - especially TBone's wife and children - God Bless. TBone, that fishing trip, deep sea or inshore jigging - better yet West Coast crab (Alaskan), salmon or prawns:-)) A transplanted Atlanticer(sp) living on the Pacific - God Speed!!!! PS. they still don't know what a lobster is;-) Caledon

My Mother's surgery went well - the docs are happy. The meeting...well I'll leave that for another day! I guess now we're on infection watch. My heart goes out to T-bone's family especially the kids! The pictures from the Michigan party were a bonus - thanks! caledon

Peggy thanks! Mom Is the health professional. She is Pissed off to the point that I and the doc's are having a chat in the AM. I did not know about this neither did she! The pre-operative bloodwork indicated significant problems! K levels and others should have been evident on the last work-up! She gets a full blood work-up every two weeks. The last being 07/15/04. Caledon

Thank you, your prayers mean a lot – more than you realize! Update, Mom’s surgery has been delayed till tomorrow. Apparently there is a bit of a battle going on!/? The surgical team is upset at how the Onc team has handled Previous chemo (07/15/04) follow up. Apparently, blood counts are lower – especially potassium (almost non-existent) – than what was indicated a week ago! She would bleed out - currently on IV drip. O My GOD! Now I’m PISSED Right __ off!!! Advocacy People!!! Major meeting in the AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Caledon

My mother broke her hip this morning surgery in two hours to replace ball - socket ok! D### I hate this disease and the so called treatment!!! Surgery at this point in time is to say the least not optimal!!! Caledon

Hi Ben! A detailed pathology or background would help! Caledon

Andrea vent away! I know what you’re going through. My mother was fine up until the chemo started. By the end of May early June she was basically out of it – Bed, recliner, bathroom, recliner, bed, that was her day. Home care support services were a godsend. In three months I have watched my Mom go from a strong, independent woman to some one who is dependent on others for almost everything. The Cancer is stable to shrinking the chemo is doing her in! Let your Mom go at her own speed. The effects of chemo are cumulative. Watch for signs of anemia. She has to eat: Jello, blueberries, strawberries, watermelon or cans of boost etc. The best to your mom and your family, Caledon

Don, You and Lucie are in my prayers! Before I posted here (when I lurked) I followed your posts. You are an inspiration! I wish you and yours the very best – God-speed, god bless lucie! Caledon

Thanks for the advice Bruce, You are right. Please forgive my rant/vent last night. One of my mother’s charity cases called wanting help; this person knows that Mom is sick. Mom had a bad night last night…like clockwork…6 days out from chemo temp fluctuates (101-96), Nausea – don’t ask! Tonight is marginally better; though an ER run still can’t be ruled out – it’s the chemo. She has never tolerated medications well. She has adverse reactions to most drugs – even before this dx. Some good news: last week was that there is some shrinkage to the primary and today the Insurance OK’d the hemoglobin booster drug >>>$8,600 for 6 pills<<< Mom was fine with having blood transfusions but her doc’s pushed:-) Gotta luv them! I wish everyone here could have this group! God bless! I agree Voltaire was wrong – many are lol - though what he was commenting on makes one think;-) Caledon

Thanks Joyce, I’m just venting. Mom has worked in this field since the 50’s. I think she wants me to go to the Onc meetings as a way to help me? I think she is trying to ease me into…well…? She knows all the Onc’s et al., after-all just a short time ago was their colleague. My thing tonight was that one of my Mom’s charity cases called. Mom never cared about money. Dad thought it hilarious. I think there has to be a happy medium. Anyway, for a few, the gravy train has just been derailed. Charity begins at home! For my Mom – it’s her turn! Caledon

Thanks Joyce, I’m just venting. Mom has worked in this field since the 50’s. I think she wants me to go to the Onc meetings as a way to help me? I think she is trying to ease me into…well…? She knows all the Onc’s et al., after-all just a short time ago was their colleague. My thing tonight was that one of my Mom’s charity cases called. Mom never cared about money. Dad thought it hilarious. I think there has to be a happy medium. Anyway, for a few, the gravy train has just been derailed. Charity begins at home! For my Mom – it’s her turn! Caledon