JoniRobertWilson Posted October 30, 2004 Share Posted October 30, 2004 Today is our 11th wedding anniversary. I wonder, even as I type this, do I say it would have been our 11th or it is our 11th? What? What is it suppose to be? I wanted to do some special things today and hopefully will still be able to do that. I just want to be with my son and spend the day thinking about Robert. I've had a ton of good memories come back to me today. I'm grateful for those. I've been blessed to not be burdened with the "cancer" memories. Thank you God for that. I rec'd flowers today from a friend and calls from other friends and family. I'm very fortunate that others are remembering me today but I don't seem to have much tolerance for talking to people. I believe that my husband is in Heaven and I believe he is waiting for me. I miss him terribly. I try and "conjure up" what he felt like and what it was like to put my head on his chest. I think I can almost feel him although it doesn't even come close to being what I need. I need him here with us. Robert, I love you with all my heart. Thank you for loving me and making me into a better woman. You are missed deeply. Happy Anniversary. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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