Fall54 Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Hi all, I have missed you!!! I am so glad the holidays are over and I am feeling better. I have always said that "Time heals all wounds" and I believe that with all my heart. As time goes by I am healing and doing better. I am able to recall memories and talk about my Brother without crying. I just never knew anything would hit me this hard! I am usually a very strong person and as my husband said the other night a leader but for the past year I have not been strong or a leader of any kind. I honestly lost myself and have had trouble finding my way back. I knew I had to leave here when I couldnt read your posts without getting a terrible feeling in my gut and sitting here just looking at the screen tears rolling down my cheeks. You have no idea how hard it was to leave. It was the best thing I could have dont though. I know there are members here that I promised to write and I hope you will forgive me for not doing so. You were always in my thoughts. I would like to start coming back a few times a week and get back in touch with all of you. I just want you to know that I thank God for all of you every day and I ask him to bless you. I have lots of love in my heart and a lot of it goes out to this board of people. God Bless You All, Jane Quote
Haylee_38 Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, Good to hear you are feeling better. You have been very missed and it made my day to see your post. Haylee Quote
J.C. Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, Glad you are back, missed you a lot. So happy you are starting to feel better. Hugs J.C. Quote
Frank Lamb Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, it's good to hear from you.Glad you are starting to feel better.Welcome back and don't overdo it. Quote
lindseysmom Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, We all need to look after ourselves. Welcome back!!! Best Wishes, Dee Quote
shelliemacs Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 so glad your back. i can relate to just falling off the cliff type of thing with sadness. been there wore that t-shirt enough lately. Quote
TAnn Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, I am so happy to see your post. Glad you are back and feeling better. TAnn Quote
dadstimeon Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Hi Jane! Nice to see you posting again! Rich Quote
jamie Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Jane, Im here with you... I know and completly understand... glad your back... keep in touch! Jamie Quote
Don Wood Posted January 7, 2005 Posted January 7, 2005 Welcome back, Jane! Good to hear from you. Happy New Year. Don Quote
tnmynatt Posted January 8, 2005 Posted January 8, 2005 Jane, Good to hear from you! Glad you are doing better and look forward to reading your posts in the future. Take care. Quote
betplace Posted January 8, 2005 Posted January 8, 2005 Welcome back Jane! Glad you are starting to feel better! Hugs and prayers winging their way to you today! Quote
mayos Posted January 8, 2005 Posted January 8, 2005 The holidays can be the worst or times for missing those we've loved and lost. Relax for now and join in when the feelings are right. Here's hoping you feel better real soon. Quote
Nushka Posted January 8, 2005 Posted January 8, 2005 Jane, So glad to hear from you. I am happy that you are doing better. It takes a while sometimes for things to begin to fall back in place. I look forward to seeing you more often but want you to know that I want you to do the best thing for you at the time. If ya don't feel like ...stay away. Love and hugs. Nina Quote
lilyjohn Posted January 8, 2005 Posted January 8, 2005 Hi Jane It is good to hear from you. I understand completely how you feel. I have been doing much better myself but there are times I just can't come here and other times I think I would drown if I couldn't come here. One thing I have learned for sure is that the roller coaster ride doesn't end when your loved one dies. It just takes you through different territory and the twists and turns are sometimes even more frightening. Bless you for your good heart and for helping to keep this haven available to all of us. Lillian Quote
Melinda Posted January 18, 2005 Posted January 18, 2005 Jane-- Good to see your post. This is the first day I've been able to visit the site in...weeks?...a month?...longer? To those of you to whom I owe a phone call (you know who you are)--please forgive me? It has been a trying time... I feel awful that I haven't been able to keep up with everyone on the board--but eveyone is in my thoughts and prayers every single day, also. Melinda Quote
karen335 Posted January 18, 2005 Posted January 18, 2005 Hi Melinda, Missed you. How are you and Geoff doing? Many prayers for both of you. Stay well and keep in touch. God Bless and hugs, Karen Happy New Year "2005" Quote
Remembering Dave Posted January 18, 2005 Posted January 18, 2005 Jane, I just saw this, although I wonder about you often. I know how you feel. After my dear cousin committed suicide I couldn't talk, or even think, about him without crying, really for months. So I can imagine how hard this board must be for you. Hang in there, it does getter better, time does heal many wounds. God Bless, Karen Quote
ellakc2 Posted January 19, 2005 Posted January 19, 2005 Jane, Welcome back and so good to hear from you. Take care! Quote
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