shelliemacs Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 18 months, 7 days, 11 hours, now all I can do for you is buy plastic flowers. You went away, on that August day no matter how much I begged God to let you stay, and a big part of me also died that day. I try not to cry, to keep it deep down inside, but sometimes missing you is just too much to hide. my heart still won't heal, sometimes its better not to feel. I am so angry and mad, sometimes so overwhelmingly sad this feels like the worst pain I have ever had. Mom, I wan't you hear with me. Thats the way its supposed to be. A girl needs her mom, her whole life long. can't you go tell God that I still need you, that your baby can't think through, this life's hard issues without thousands of tissues. I miss calling you, and talking about nothing. but even in that nothing, we were sharing something. Come back to me mom, even if its in a dream. the family say, my eyes have lost there gleam. I need you so damn much, having no parents, truly freaking sucks. I miss you mom, love your baby girl Shelly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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