cathyr Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 This week was tougher. I really did have to keep repeating to myself the mantra" I am not a victim." Two weeks have passed since the decision for no more chemo or radiation. On Thursday and Friday I lost 3/4 of my hair due to the 2 brain radiations. I was completely taken by surprise and horror in a way. I feel like a look like an oragatang monkey that was in a holocaust. How's that for a picture. My coordination was off this week as well. I missed the train twice to visit my mom in San Diego. Just one of those weeks. The best news is that 2 of my kids are coming to visit me this week (tomorrow) and stay through Monday. I miss them so much and they are so scared for me. I just want to make things as easy as I can for them. I find it more and more difficult to get enough rest. So many things to do. But people for the most part have been so generous an d kind. It's the part of this illness I wish we all could experience in a way. There would be far fewer wars now, wouldn't there?? Well, it's after midnight so I've got to lay down. Thank you again family and friends. You are my lifeline to maintaining some sanity. Loving you all, CathyR Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ginnyde Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, I am so glad your children are coming, they really are so important to us. I am sure they are scared, they love you and don't want anything but good for you. So glad to hear you are still up and about. They are many prayers being said Cathy. Stay strong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ry Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 I am glad to hear your children are coming to see you. Have a nice time and enjoy them. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maryanne Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, Im so sorry you had such a tough week. But Iam so glad you children are coming to stay for awhile. Prayers as always going out to you. Maryanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don M Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy: it is nice that your kids are coming and you will have a better time in the coming days. You have my prayers. Don M Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Hi Cathyr. Please let your kids do for you when they get there. That will make them feel so good if they can do something for Mom. You are a cute little monkey with or without hair. And you are not a victim. You are a warrior! love you Cathyr. Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank Lamb Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy,hoping you have a better week instore and enjoy being with your children. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addie Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 You're in my thoughts, Cathy....and I'm so glad your kids are coming to visit. Special times when the kids are around....huh? I'm sorry for the days when things seem tough...and for the hair loss again. (I've been hairless a year now...and know the feeling ) I'll be wishing for some brighter days ahead for you, lots of fun and loving feelings during the kids' visit and nothing but the best for you, Cathy. Keep us posted on how you're doing...ok? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
annjael Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy,,,,my thoughts and prayers are with you and your children. Peace, Annjael Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sophiesdaughter Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, Enjoy this precious time with your children; and I hope you have a better week than the last. Stay Strong. We are thinking of you and praying for you. Rana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SBeth Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, I just want to echo all the others in that I am thinking of you and hoping that you have some wonderful time with your children. Love, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fay A. Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 I'm glad the kids are coming to visit. And no way do I believe you look like a Monkey. You have too sweet a smile for that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, Your kids are so lucky to have you!! The hair thing will make a nice giggly ice breaker..........just enjoy it..........You are truly beautiful and that will always be the first thing anyone sees. Relax, be good to yourself, let the kids pamper you and get lots of hugs. Love Pat and Brian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TAnn Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy, I am so sorry to hear that you had a rough week. I know it helps to have something to look forward to, like seeing your kids. Have a great visit with them and I agree with Cindi O'h, let them take care of you. TAnn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daggiesmom Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 I wish you a wonderful visit with your kids. You deserve the best of everything. ((())) Joanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathy Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy I am soo glad your children are coming..Great medicine for you..Just slow down and rest, what is sooo important that it cant wait until you have a bit more energy? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Enjoy the kids! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted May 11, 2005 Share Posted May 11, 2005 Cathy Thanks for updating us. I just wish you didn't have such a tough week. As all others have said, enjoy your kids when they come to visit. I know they are the best "medicine" to have them around. Prayers for you for continued strength to see you through the coming days. Gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 Dear Cathy, This would be me, too: I find it more and more difficult to get enough rest. So many things to do. I know that if I were in your shoes, I would be scrambling to be sure that everything was in order and everybody could find everything and as much that could be done in advance would be done. I'm a proactive person to a fault. LOL! I'm sorry to hear that this week has been a little tougher. Trying to do too many things and not getting enough rest could be contributing. Again, if you're like me, it won't do any good to tell you to slow down, but it's the right thing to say, so SLOW DOWN! Love, hugs and prayers, Cathy! Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lisa O Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 Cathy, We are here for you. There will be times when you may need to scream. We have great ear plugs so scream away. xoxo Lisa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Caryl Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 Cath If with no hair you still look BEAUTIFUL to me. And remember even monkeys grow their hair back. Have fun with the girls...can't wait to see them and you Sunday. P.S. Make sure the pickles are well done enough, okay? Hugs, Caryl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathyr Posted May 12, 2005 Author Share Posted May 12, 2005 Thank you again family and friends. Today I went and bought another wig. Saw the beautician to get in trimmed a bit, bought two new outfits from Chico's. and make-up at Macy's. I sure do feel prettier. I never realized how high maintenance I am. It was worth it though. Your prayers, and encouragement sustain me. I am so blessed to have all of you in my life. Who knows? Maybe it's just about that. Hugs to you all! CathyR Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenl Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 Hi Cathy! Have a great weekend with your family. And I'm sure you look fabulous! Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marie Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 Hi Cathy, There's nothing wrong with a little high maintenance every now and then. You earned it. Enjoy your visit with your kids and I'm wishing you a good week. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
elnodel Posted May 13, 2005 Share Posted May 13, 2005 Cathy, Enjoy your weekend and let them do the organising for you. You can kick back and forget anything you want to while you've got family around. Thinking of you, Ellen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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