Addie Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Right now I'm in the toughest part....the "you can't eat or drink for 4 hrs prior" part. Dang, I'm thirsty. Only had time for one cup of coffee this morning. Trying to be realistic here....that just because 50% of the cancer was gone from my liver/pancreas after 3 cycles...it doesn't NECESSARILY compute that 100% will be gone after 6 cycles. But it would be nice if it was! I'm feeling pretty good. A bit tired....but not too bad. I don't normally get terribly nervous at test time...but I'll admit it's on my mind a bit more this time. Still doing my daily imaging....of cancer cells drinking up "chemo cocktails", dying on the spot and then being washed out of my system which is now coated in stainless steel so NO cancer cell can adhere! Got my group of friends from high school coming tomorrow. Four of them...flew in from the west coast and are coming to visit and "cheer me up" Little do they know...I'm pretty cheery already ...and we'll have a ball catching up tomorrow, on the last 11 years. That's how long it has been since I've seen any of them. Any spare good thoughts anyone has floating around...I'd appreciate being directed at my CT results. I know there are lots of people who are having a struggle at the moment...and I almost feel like I shouldn't ask. I continue to send out vibes and all good thoughts to everyone here...and especially those undergoing a tough time right now. I'll let you know when I hear the results. Quote
Kasey Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Addie dear!!!! Indeed you SHOULD ask. Ask and you shall receive. I am sure there will be so many good wishes and prayers headed your way for this CT scan......no way it could be anything but a good result. I am just wishing that I could be visiting tomorrow with your hs friends. I am imagining what a blast that will be. I am sorry I will miss out on all that fun. Addie, you are so very special to so many here, please take my good wishes and prayers to strengthen you through this tenuous time. We will need to know ASAP your results!! Caring and support to you ((((ADDIE)))), Kasey Quote
Patkid Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Love, Addie!!, and prayers, and Graddietude for you Addietude.............. We would be hurt if you didn't ask us for support. Sending all good and positive things possible. Brat Quote
Kel M Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Addie, There are many, many good thoughts coming your way for the CT results to be positive! Be strong. Kel Quote
Frank Lamb Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Addie,wishing you the very best of test results.Also have a great time with your friends. Quote
Elaine Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Addie You have my most positive of positive thoughts headed your way. love and fortitude elaine Quote
ginnyde Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Addie, I will be looking for your post in Good News. Have a wonderful time tomorrow, laugh until you cry. Quote
Snowflake Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Nada, nothing, all gone, bu-bye! Here's hopin' it's ALL CLEAR, Addie! Quote
carolhg Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 I have the feeling that you are going to have very good results. I don't think negative things will want to reside in your body because it is so full of positiveness . Quote
missyk Posted June 14, 2005 Posted June 14, 2005 Adds a few more prayers and positive thoughts, Addie! Always love reading your posts...the give me a shove up when i'm feeling blue! Here's to the best results there could possibly be! Quote
Fay A. Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 I'm keeping things crossed that you get good results. Quote
SBeth Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 My prayers and thoughts are with you; hoping to read that good news post ASAP Addie! Quote
Nushka Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 All of my good thoughts are directed toward good results. It sounds like a really good week coming up. Try to just enjoy the company and don't think daily about the test ( like that is possible). When you post in the "good news" section I will be ready for another drink at Cindi's pub. Nina Quote
dadstimeon Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 Prayers for nothing but the best as always. Quote
Ry Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 Wishing you good scans and a fun time with the girls. Quote
J.C. Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 More prayers going your way for good results. J.C. Quote
Doughnut Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 You can certainly have my spare thoughts. Wishing you the very best of luck Dee. Quote
Maryanne Posted June 15, 2005 Posted June 15, 2005 Keep that Additude up!! I love your visulazation Good luck with your scans. Fingers and toes crossed. Maryanne Quote
Addie Posted June 16, 2005 Author Posted June 16, 2005 Preliminary report on my CT says, "At least stable". My onc is away so by the time I see him next Wed., the full report should be in. In light of yesterday's passing of DavidC ....it was hard to come post this....but I appreciate that some of you asked me to post results. Quote
Patkid Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 Addie, Thank you for the update. We continue prayer. Love Pat and Brian Quote
Kel M Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 Addie - so glad to hear that things are at a minimum, stable. Hoping for great news in the full report! Kel Quote
bunny Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 I loved snowflake's message. I repeated it ten times, outloud on your behalf. prayers, too. xoxo bunny Quote
janetg Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 Stable is good. Hope you have a wonderful report on Wednesday. You help us to keep our strength to fight alive. Janet Quote
stand4hope Posted June 16, 2005 Posted June 16, 2005 Addie, I smile every time I hear someone say "stable". I remember the first time we got a "stable" report. I was disappointed because I wanted to hear "shrinkage". Now, I understand how beautiful that word is. I don't remember if it was oncodoc or Dr. Cunningham that said we can live with stable forever, but those were some mighty good words. Sooooooooooo glad to hear STABLE!!!! Love and hugs, Peggy Quote
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