Addie Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 I haven't been around much lately...just popping in here and there as energy allows. Since I found out my liver tumors were growing again and I needed to change chemos....I've been struggling not only with the unsettled stomach and no appetite again...but...I lost my full grip on my essential Addietude, too. Needed some time to wrap my head around yet another setback...and refind my positive mindset. I have to say, this is honestly the first time I've been troubled much by "side effects" of any of this. I've not been nauseated to the point of getting sick....but still, if y'all know that urpy tummy feeling...it's bad enough. Add a left foot that feels more and more like a tree stump from intensifying neuropathy, continuing sleep issues and a general but fairly pronounced fatigue...and ol' Addie ain't been a ton of fun, lately. Don't trust me on that....ask my poor hubby. He says I'm entitled...bless his heart....but the poor guy is going out trying to find me milkshakes to "eat" for dinner because nothing else much appeals. Anyway....I hope I'm gaining on it. Some days I do have a bit more energy AND optimism...and other days, by the time I shower and clean up....I'm ready for a nap. There are a lot of people struggling FAR more than I am...so this is just an update....not a plea for sympathy. Just wanted you all to know where I've been and why. We're at that time of the week where there is a lot of golf on t.v., so that keeps me distracted and occupied too...along with my knitting and pin making. I have the second dose of Taxotere on Monday...and am really hoping that after that, it will have a positive effect on my gut. If I can shake the mild nausea....then I will refind my appetite, I hope, and stop the weight loss (I'm down about 6-7 lbs). If it appears I need a swift kick in the arse, please feel free to wind up your foot. I know Cindi is gonna do it anyway....and probably Snowflake and Dianne too...so y'all might as well get in on it. I'll be back at the pub soon as I can stomach a drink again....ok? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 no kick in the arse. it's great to hear from you, and thank you for confirming what I have suspected all along - that you're HUMAN. glad to hear the Addietude is returning, though. you are an incredible fighter, and we're with you!! love and admiration, Addie. xoxo bunny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ma's kid Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Oh, Addie...sorry you're not feeling well lately but I know this is just temporary and soon you'll get your energy boost! I think you know just how much you are loved and cared about by everyone on this board and that you are in our prayers daily. I am really glad you checked in. I've never been to the *pub* but I just bet they serve shakes there Here's a hug and a few *gentle arse kicks* This should tide you over until the others get here. Love, Libby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KarHart Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 I think you are remarkable, courageous and an inspiration. Hope you feel better soon. Karen H Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Connie B Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Okay, I posted a reply to your message and darn it, it's not here! Okay, what I said before my voice here was tossed out in space was. Are you saying we need to form a line so we can kick you in the $*@) ? Is that what your saying? Well, I'm a hugger not a kicker! ((((ADDIE)))) Sorry to hear your not doing so hot. I'm just going to hope and pray that YOU will kick this in the arse and get back to feeling better really soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 (((Addie))), Chemo can be hell Addie. You and my hubby (Mike) sound like you are in the same boat these days. He is on CPT-11, but the upset stomach, lack of appetite, extreme fatigue all has him down. He lost 7 lbs with the first treatment and just got his second one this past Monday. He's not too lively this week and really having to make himself eat. It's rough. I just hope yours will be better real soon. We miss your cheerful attitude and your one of a kind sense of humor. Sure hope you will feel a lot better real soon. Love and Prayers, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SDianneB Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Naw. No kicks for you, pal. You get hugs and lots and lots of good wishes and prayers sent your way that you shake this. I remember that urpy feeling, yes -- it was the one and only thing that really got to me ill through all of this, after the initial diagnosis of tumor & pneumonia, and when I had the gallbladder problems. It is awful. I hate that you're going through it. Ick. I took Protonix and it helped some -- hope they have you on some good drugs for that too. Keep us posted, ok? We all care about you, yanno. Lots and lots. Di Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ginnyde Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Addie, I knew a guy years ago who drank scotch and milk. Claimed he had a bad stomach and this served two purposes, either helped his stomach or he didn't give a damn. Addie, my dear friend, this is just a small set back. The old (not a reference to age) 'addie'tude will be along very soon. Hang in there and practice your putting on the living room carpet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 ((((Addie))))) Friend, I wish you and Brian could curl up for a few minutes together on the couch. Maybe your wonderful spirits would meld and fortify each of you. I am willing that to happen via positive vibes and good intentions. We love you P Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CharlieD Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Addie, Just the fact that you posted feeling as crappy as you do is impressing. You have impressed us all with your spunk and determination all along so hang tough. You will feel better soon. You may try to put a shot of tequila in that milkshake or just have a marguerita instead. If you're like me though, when you feel that sh---y, you don't want a drink. Well anyway, great to see you posting again. Chin up and God Bless. ChrarlieD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Geri Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 You poor ole soul, this too shall pass. If you're looking for a milkshake to "eat" try pouring Ensure into a bowl and freezing it - it's supposed to taste like ice cream. My friend was real sick earlier in the summer (pneumonia/collapsed lung, two code blues etc.) anyway she wasn't eating and didn't like Ensure type drinks so the visiting nurse suggested freezing it and she said it went down "quite well" and kept her going until her appetite came back. Keep on truckin' kiddo, I'll be in touch love Geri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Hey there, If I thought you needed a good swift kick in the pants, you would get it! I don't think you need that right now though, hon. Your "addie" tude is still there. I can hear it all over the place. You are still an amazing woman, even when you are feeling punky. No advice, just hang in there. Lean on us when you need. Read the stupid jokes in the forum. And know that you're loved and prayed for everyday. This will pass. (love your husband!!!) love, Cindi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Hang in there sweet Addie! Tomorrow is another day, and as long is there is another tomorrow, there is always hope to get better and to feel better. I wish you hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of feeling better tomorrows! Love and hugs, Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ry Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Oh Addie I am sorry you feel like crud. You can get a milk shake at the pub I'm sure. Or how about one of those frozen virgin drinks. We all have periods when we lose our "tude"...yours will be back. You can't keep a good woman down... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank Lamb Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Addie,come on down to the pub and bring your hubby for a Friday nite out.I'll make both of you milkshakes and mabe a bud lite or a donut or two. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jang Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Addie - I'm thinking about you and hoping that you feel better soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maryanne Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Oh Addie, I am glad you posted to let us know what is going on and how you are feeling. A kick in the arse ...think not... you deserve a round of applause. You are such an inspiration to so many here. Your wit and humor cannot be supassed. I for one absolutely love reading your inspiring posts. If anyone deserves some down time it certainly is you. You take it easy and I know this will pass. With all you have gone through and are still going through your Addietude still shines through. Your are a wonderful soul. Take care my friend, I know I will be buying you a drink at Cindi's pub and it won't be a milkshake. Mega prayers sent to you. Maryanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nushka Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Addie, No kicks coming from me either. You are such an amazing woman that you deserve some down time and lots of hugs from all of us. It sucks about the tummy problems and having to take this darn chemo again, but if anyone can do it, its you. I look up to you Addie. I love your posts and I can still see that Addietude coming through even as you feel so badly. Prayers are on their way for you to get better soon. Nina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fall54 Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Dear Addie, So sorry you feel yucky and hoping this passes quickly. You're sense of humour keeps us all smiling. No kick from me, just well wishes and lots of prayers. God Bless you, Jane Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Snowflake Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Sorry, Addie, my arse-kickin' boots are out for a much needed cleaning - they have monster poop on 'em. I kicked the crap outta some monsters recently and just can't kick your arse with the same icky boots (besides, monster poop is really, really toxic). I'm glad to see you posting and sorry that you've been feeling badly. I know that you don't camp out on the pity pot, but everyone needs to lick their wounds every now and then. Rally 'round, waitin' for more of your p*ss and vinegar! xxoo, Becky Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eppie Posted November 4, 2005 Share Posted November 4, 2005 Monster poo? I guess I just had to ask. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 Addie, Reading between the lines the addietude is still there, just need to let the side effects get the kick out. Hugs J.C. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MilliBr1 Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 Hoping you feel better soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamasbabygirl Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 I am sending a big huge hug your way. I hope it helps! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larry Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 Addie so sorry your latest is not the greatest. Addie check out my Posting on Great Health and energy drink called FRS. My wife really likes it and no stomach problem's and seem's to have more energy and love's the taste as she say's it taste like Tang. ..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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