SBeth Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 To my LCSC family and especially Pat and Brian. Thank you so much Pat, I'm so sorry to have asked you to pass along my loss, especially during such a difficult time you are going thru, I love you for helping me so much these past few months. I wish I could come here and post something that would give comfort to anyone. I can't. I can't right now and I can't think that I ever will be able to make anyone feel better. Bill's death was an awful and painful struggle and I have much anger that he had to endure so much before he was at peace. I don't want to just vent to feel better, my rage and passing along my experience these past few days would only cause pain and fear for so many others. Just know how hard I prayed that each of you were with us and that your prayers would help him and I hope they did. Pat and Brian...in one of Bill's last coherent moments that we were talking...for brief seconds he told me that it looked like he'd be able to help Brian and that he would do that and let you help me. You already have, and he already is. Please tell Brian how much he loved this man he never met in person. Thank you all and I'll be back around when I feel some peace myself. Love, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dazy Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 (((((((Beth))))))) I am so very sorry for your loss, Beth. I wish I could say something to give you comfort...my Dad's passing was similar - I can feel your pain to the core... Praying with all I have that you may find peace in the days ahead. ~Stacey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carolhg Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth I am so sorry for the loss of your husband and the agony that you obviously have been through. I pray that you will be okay. May God Bless you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 ((((Beth)))), Just your BEING here is making us feel better. You are NOT to worry about making anyone feel better! Also....your emptiness is our emptiness - of course to a different degree. I hope somehow you did, in some way, experience us with you in spirit....trying to lift you up....trying to give you strength....trying to offer some comfort. We also experience that rage and anger. This disease is so evil. I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. May there be consolation in knowing that Bill will be looking out for us all now. He is awesome! Love, Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addie Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 BETH, DEAR.... Wishing you peace and strength. You return here only when you feel up to it. We understand. My heart goes out to you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth, dear Deepest sympaties for your loss, the words are not adequate but they are the only ones I can say at this time. Sending you peace and strength. Love Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fall54 Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Dear Beth, I am so sorry that Bill's passing was so hard. This just makes it all that more traumatic for you. I pray for you're comfort. Bill is in peace now and in no pain anymore. God will take very good care of him! I am so very, very sorry. God Bless you Sweet Beth, Jane Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth... I'm just so sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ginnyde Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth, no words just a lot of empathy. Join us again when you can, not to help us, but for us to help you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathy Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Dear Beth, Its okay, many of us know your pain and understand how hard it is to find some peace, I'll pray that you can find that peace and healing from this awful pain.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LynneH Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth, please don't worry about venting some steam here. We have our hands outstretched ready to catch it, and you. I know there are no words to make this better. Just know that you have so many people here that love you and are here for you whenever the time is right for you. We will wait. Take care of yourself and your body right now. You've had a long journey and need some peaceful rest. Lynne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth I'm so very sorry. Your love for each other was so evident from every post. Come to us when you're ready. You've already given us so much. Let us give to you. gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 hearts like yours and Bill's don't need proximity to change other people's lives. you will be in my hearts and prayers forever. xoxo bunny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nikkala Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 I am so very sorry for your loss. May Gods arms wrap you and comfort you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ry Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 I am so sorry for all you have been through. I hope the anger gives way to peace soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 My sympathies go out to you--please don't worry about us. We are here to support you. gail thanks for checking in Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leslie221 Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 (((Beth))) Nothing I can say. You are loved here whether you vent or share support. Please try to ge as much sleep as you can, with dr's assistance if needed. Sleep and rest are often so necessary at first when life is just overwhelmingly sad. Leslie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Donna Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth, I am so sorry to hear of Bill's passing..Your boys will need you and your sisters and brother.. Bill's daughter and many more..I understand your pain and anger..Please know I am sending hugs and prayers your way..Even if we can't make you feel better, just stop by and let us know you are doing ok.. Lots of hugs, Donna Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ann Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth...I understand. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbil runner Posted December 10, 2005 Share Posted December 10, 2005 Beth, I'm so sorry Bill's passing was so difficult. My thoughts are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 Beth, I am at a total loss for words..I am just so very sorry . Wish I could take the pain and anger away. You are among people that love you very much here. We feel we have gone through so much of this with you. Let us be here for you now, as soon as you are ready. God be with you Beth. Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shirleyb Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 Beth, I am so sorry. I too understand only too well the anger and frustration. You and your family have my prayers. Shirleyb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
annjael Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 ((((((Beth))))))So very sorry. Peace and blessings, Annjael Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 Oh, Beth, I am just so, so sorry. There's just nothing else I can think of to say. I wish it wasn't that way for Bill - I'm just so sorry. God love you! I'll be in touch. Love, Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaffie Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 Beth I'm so sorry that Bill's passing was so rough. No one deserves that and no one deserves to wach their loved one go through it. I wish I had words of comfort but I know there is no comfort right now. I hope with time you will find peace. Bill sounds like he was such a wonderful loving man. Take care Kathy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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