RandyW Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 Got Debs records from the hospital today and read them. She was a lot worse than we thought or were told but I think it was better that way. Maybe I am wrong in thinking that 10Cm x 10 cm mass in left lung with tumours all over and including Meastases to the spinal column. 1 tumour was pressing on the jugular vein. I had no idea it was that bad. always ask questions about tests and spreading. Been crying and drinking on and off all evening after getting home from cemetary. Ha dto go and talk face to grave site about this. Took a dozen roses just because I miss her and love her so much. Down in the Dump tonite pretty much but sober right now. Only 2 beers this afternoon. got to see if Kelly Pickler survives American Idol. 1 hour down the highway south of here. Daughtry is 20 minutes west of me. Nite nite all Much love and Thanks for listening.Saying Prayers after Idol. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Connie B Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 ((((((((RANDY)))))))) It hurts Randy, and it hurts like HELL! We're here for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
michelepal Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 (((Randy))) I'm so sorry that your having such a difficult time. But please take care of yourself! Michele Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maryanne Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 Thinking of you Randy and pray you have a better day tomorrow. Maryanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jdjenkins Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 Dear Randy, I'm so sorry you are hurting so bad. I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better. I will be saying a prayer for you tonight. Denise Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamasbabygirl Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 Randy, I am sorry that you are hurting so badly right now. Glad you are posting and getting it out. It hurts like hell. Prayers and hugs for you... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted March 16, 2006 Share Posted March 16, 2006 Randy, So sorry you hurt that much, now don't read the medical file anymore, I did that till I got down so fast just to start again when I was better to end up with IF? IF? IF? that did not help. Hope you feel better and tell us about it. Take care your troubles don't start swimming instead of drowning. xo Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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