Carleen Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 It's test time again. God I hate test time, it never gets any easier. Keith is getting a CT Scan tomorrow and we will get the results Thursday April 6th. Waiting over a week is just simply cruel, but what can we do? We could use lots of prayers for good results this time. Keith hasn't been feeling very positive about this chemo because it is one he's already tried unsuccessfully before. He feels like he is feeling sick for something he already knows didn't cause any shrinkage last time. Plus lately he is so exhausted more so than he has ever been before. For the first time ever he's been talking about his not being able to continue to take chemo and work full time anymore and doesn't know how we will do it with and what other options we have. He has terrible stomach pains, his right arm is incredibly weak and numb with tingling prickling pain. He has sharp pain in his neck from the enlarged lymph node there. He also has recently developed a dry cough, not persistant but every so often through the day. He says he just feels like crap all the time now. I just hate seeing him struggle. I can't bear the thought of him in pain. And the worst thing of all I hate seeing him suffer emotionally. I want him to feel some hope again. I want him to have his soul rejuvenated. I want to see that spark again of drive and determination when I look in his eyes instead of just seeing exhaustion. So I ask, please pray that tomorrows scans see less cancer this time. I ask for prayers that he get a miraculous result. He needs his magic bullet, and he really needs it now. I don't know how much more disappointment he can take before he feels that chemo and treatment are no longer worth the pain. But I know his heart fully 110% wants to live. He wants to beat this, it is just getting so much harder than he has ever faced in the past 3 years. Thank you all. Carleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, Many prayers going your way for Keith and you also. Some chemo that did not work at one time do work on a second try, I hope this for Keith. Hugs to both Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, Sending many prayers that this chemo is working for Keith. He so deserves a break. Prayers for you both. gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Connie22 Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, My prayers are diff. going up!! It is so hard when the tx wears you out, but your brain wants to keep on fighting. I pray for good scan results and also that Keith can gain his stength once more. I also pray for you, as the caregiver. It can also be so overwhelming for us. Please take care of yourself! Hugs and Prayers Connie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wendy Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 I have my fingers and toes crossed that the "magic bullet" will be coming your way! A big hug sent your way, Wendy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamasbabygirl Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 (((Carleen and Keith)))) Prayers praers and more prayers that it is working this time for Keith. I posted someting in spiritualty. Take a peek Carleen. I needed to read it and maybe you will too! Hugs and more prayers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Dear Carleen, My hope is that Keith is feeling weak and weary because the tx is working so WELL this time and that the scans will be better than they have been. At least that will be my prayer for the two of you tonight. You know that for some time...........since PM's...........Fred and I have held you both close to our hearts and in our prayers as well. May God smile on you both this week. Love, Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tnmynatt Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Praying for good news and for it to come much sooner than April 6th. I call the next day or day after and the doctor calls us back with the results usually the same day. Take care. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbil runner Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 I'm sorry Keith's feeling lousy. Prayers for good scans coming. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don M Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen: I hope the scan brings good news and maybe Keith can have a chemo break. Don M Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dadstimeon Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Prayers all goes well for the both of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
terriep Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen and Keith, My prayers tonight will be for Keith (and you, Carleen) that his results will be just as you asked. God bless, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rogfam Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 My heart goes out to you. I'm praying for you both. God will provide the strength, He's always faithful. ((hugs)) and prayers, Christy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carolhg Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Prayers for the both of you. Prayers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karen335 Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, With all of us praying, Keith can't have anything else other than good scans. Please keep us posted on how he is doing. How did the INV go for you? Please keep us posted... God Bless and Hugs, Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ellen B. Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, Praying for both of you! Ellen. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ginnyde Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, your Keith is one he** of a guy. It is amazing that he has continued to work full time through all these different treatments. I agree with Kasey, that Keith feels so crappy because the chemo is doing its job. I can't believe they are going to make you wait that long when others can get the results the next day. I'd pester the doc. But I will be sending you good thoughts and strong prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RandyW Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Some times chemo sequences make a difference and work better. sending many prayers and positive energy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SLT Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 I pray that you and Keith receive good scan results that will help him re-ignite the fire within to keep fighting. To read how hard Keith has fought for three years and continues to work full time is simply amazing. Take care, Sherri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
melindasue37 Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, Praying that Keiths scan results will bring good news, lots of hope, and a little time to regroup and get that fight and determination back. Warm Hugs, Melinda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank Lamb Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen,prayers going up that Keith's scans will all turn out good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dchurchi Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Carleen, Praying that the results are positive and the Keith can get some strength and drive back You both deserve some good news. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nancy B Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Praying for both of you. God Bless Nancy B Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Warm and fuzzy and happy thoughts for you both. (I'm at school now, in my primary teacher mode) Seriously, sending every prayer I've got gail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted March 27, 2006 Share Posted March 27, 2006 Father, Please send Keith and Carleen renewal of hope and comfort. Please send evidence of tumor reduction through the tests. Please hold them closely to YOU so that they can feel your love and attention. In HIS name we pray, Amen. P Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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