shineladysue Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 It has been 5 months ago today and....... I need a hug Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
michelepal Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Many (((((HUGS))))) coming your way!! Love, Michele Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 (((((((Sue)))))))) Wish I could give you one in person. Thinking of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ann Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 (((((((((((((((((((((((SUE))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindy0519 Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Many, many hugs to you! It is so very, very hard. Wishing you peace and comfort today and everyday. Cindy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ztweb Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Hugs coming your way Ms. Sue. So sorry God's blessings for peace. Jen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Welthy Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 (((((Hugh Hugs)))))) from this quarter too. Keep breathing... I know it's tough. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EastCoastLadi Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 ((((Sue)))), Big hugs!!!!!! coming your way today.... Grace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted August 2, 2006 Author Share Posted August 2, 2006 Hugs received and returned. Thank you all so much. I know when I come here and I have a total meltdown and the tears just won't stop that you guys will understand. The entire cancer process as well as the grieving process is such an emotional roller coaster. One day I think I am doing better and then out of the blue I get hit with a thought, a memory, a smell, a certain date etc. and the pain is so intense and the grief becomes almost more than I can bear. It seems that at 5 months I have made almost no progress. Things still sit much like they were, I still have all of Mike's things, I am still working through my own health issues, I still have no income, many bills and I still don't know where I am headed in the future. I have many house repairs to be done etc etc... It can all be so overwhelming and on top of it to have lost the love of my life who was with me for nearly 36 years .... It's hard, really hard. I appreciate all of you being there and I will try to be there for you. My heart and my prayers go out to each and every one of you. This is a rough road we travel and we really need each other here. Love and Prayers, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KarHart Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Sue, I so know where you are. I haven't done anything with Ken's things either, and just don't have a clue to when I will. I just feel that someday I will know its time. For now I just don't worry about it. I don't know if anyone has told you that when you turn 60 you can draw widows benefit from Social Security. I was very surprised to find out I would get more from that than my own even, if I waited till my full retirement age. I know that doesn't help now, but it is good to know it will be there. It hits me the hardest when during the day I hear something and I think "wait till I tell Ken that" only I can't. It really stinks being a widow. Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MsC1210 Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Sue, Sending hugs and prayers for you. Chris Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shirleyb Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Sue, I am sorry this has been such a hard day for you. I know what you mean though. Take care of yourself and be good to yourself. Shirley Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mamasbabygirl Posted August 2, 2006 Share Posted August 2, 2006 Sue, This is THE place to vent and have complete acceptance and understanding. I wish I was there with you too-it would be a huge group hug. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tnmynatt Posted August 3, 2006 Share Posted August 3, 2006 Sue, I'm here for you and know what you are going through. Charlie has been gone 3 1/2 months now and it is tough. ((((((SUE))))))) Many prayers for you, girlfriend. PM me anytime (except when I'm on a pass, which is coming up) LOL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carleen Posted August 3, 2006 Share Posted August 3, 2006 ((((((((SUE)))))))) I am sending you the biggest hug ever. I understand the hurt you are feeling, the uncertainty and fear. 5 months is still so recent, I can't imagine feeling better in 5 months. It only reasonable to still feel like crap. Its ok that you have these meltdown days and vent. We love you. We will always be here for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted August 3, 2006 Share Posted August 3, 2006 (((((Sue))))), I am sending you hugs EVERY day, Sue, you know that, right? Extra hugs today with some from Fred and Teddy who gives the best of all! As far as not making any progress, of course you have. You have survived and progressed and gotten up every morning and made your way through each and every day. That, dear lady, is progress! Please be kind to yourself and be patient. Many are available to help buoy you up. Wish I was there in person to do it. Try to give yourself some credit, Sue........you are an amazing woman. Love, Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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