lilyjohn Posted September 18, 2003 Share Posted September 18, 2003 Today, tomorrow and the next day will be the aniversary of the last great days that Johnny and I had together before the anxiety started. It is just so hard to face these days alone. I want to go back and know then what I know now but I can't and it hurts so much. It is just so hard to keep up the fight for justice for Johnny when I have to do it alone. He was my strength and my inspiration. Without him it just seems so hopeless. His kids are just off living their lives even tho they have the same questions that I do. They will do nothing to help. I feel like all I can find is brick walls stopping me from doing what needs to be done. I'm sorry to be so emotional but life has played some dirty tricks on all of us and by reading here I know that you all understand that. I have one question that some of you can answer. Please tell me some of the proceedures used for your diagnosis. Did any of you come up against the problem of too little done to diagnose and them assuming just by your exrays? These things eat at me night and day. I just know that not enough was done to diagnose Johnny and I feel that for some reason that is what really led to his death. I appreciate your help and I will tell you that the support you show here for one another and me is really wonderfull. Keep up the good work and I know that someday God will bless us all with the answers needed to kick this stuff in the butt. Lillian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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