SBeth Posted December 8, 2006 Share Posted December 8, 2006 Well, I wish I could say that this past year has gone quickly, but it hasn't. It's almost impossible for me to believe that I've made it thru one year; made it thru all those "firsts", but I have. The year has been packed with so many lonely and sad days, but with many happy ones as well. I've had five dreams about Bill since his death and found six hidden notes/messages from him. His love for me sustains me thru my days and my nights and, surprisingly, I look forward to this Holiday season. My heart breaks with grief, but I've found a great deal of peace in my faith in God. I always thought my faith was strong, but my loss, my pain and my suffering have shown me that it is so much stronger than I gave myself credit for. God (and Bill) are taking care of me and for the first time in many months I look at my parents, my siblings, my children and my friends and I don't see worry in their eyes. I will be okay, I will be with Bill again someday and until that day, I will live life to the fullest and keep every promise I made to him. Thanks to all of you here for helping me along this path. Many of you will never know how special your words, hugs and prayers have been to me. God bless all of you and Happy Holidays. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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