ursol Posted January 3, 2007 Share Posted January 3, 2007 I started chemo last thursday 12/28th (cisplatin and Gemzar). managed to get through Saturday okay but not feeling well by New Years Eve. Stayed in bed and managed to watch the ball drop with one eye with all the kids on my bed. Was supposed to go back to work on Tuesday and could not, lost ability to hydrate. My mouth is full of mucotitis, I'm trying to force water down now. Went to clinic for hydration yesterday and now trying to work from home today. Next chemo in two days and I just don't know how to stay strong through this. This morning I started vomiting so I'm hoping they can find another med to help. I'm just so tired, I want to crawl in bed and stay there. My kids don't want to be near me now as they see me as too sick. I know it will get worse before it gets better and I have to do this to stay alive, as you all know, it's hard some days. hope everyone else is doing well into this new year. Love and hugs for all Lilly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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