brsarah Posted January 9, 2007 Share Posted January 9, 2007 It has only been six days since my mom has passed. Everywhere there is a memory, thought of her. I cannot believe she is gone. I still have her cell phone and I have called it several times in the last few days just to hear her voice. I have never felt grief before and boy is it scary. I go from feeling just numb to sorrow and then depressed. I never realized how often I've done things just for my mom in my life. She was my audience. She told me when my clothes looked great, when I got a good hair cut, how much I changed. Now, I feel like my number one supporter is not watching anymore. I just wish she would give me a sign or something. I have not returned back to work yet but will probally feel better once I'm busy. It is also very hard after the ceremony ends, family and friends go home and you are left with your thoughts. Sorry to be such a downer, but I'm not sure where else to vent. Thanks for all the support. Prayers and Hope for all those on this path. Sarah Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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