Mskim Posted May 3, 2007 Share Posted May 3, 2007 I cant seem to get through any of the posts today without crying. I want to say something to everyone but always start to write about me. I am telling myself it is not that I am being selfish but that we all have so much in common that we could write each others posts. I still feel selfsih, and my step fathers words at moms graveside service in November ring out, he said we were self pitying (my brother and I). I thought that after the year was up that I would feel a little lighter but today, I guess, is just a bad day. I am feeling so lost without my mom. Surely tomorrow will be better, although it is my step fathers wedding day. At least he waited a year for that part. How do I stop wallowing? I know I am in control here, I am responsible for picking myself up and putting on the happy face but I just can't do it. Maybe I need a kick in the a$$...lol. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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