KatieB Posted May 29, 2007 Share Posted May 29, 2007 Do you ever have a rotten day, grumpy mood, can't sleep, restless, ...don't know WHY you are having such a miserable day when at 3 am while watching a corney commercial you begin to cry and just can't stop? Maybe it's bizarre, but that is where I am. I cried for an hour and it wasn't until 4am without having slept a wink the entire night that I realized I was grieving....seriously grieving. Painfully missing my mom and my dad and dreading the thought of a future without them in it.... There's an emptiness inside of me that is so huge.... It's like my body was grieving and my brain had been unaware of it all day and was fighting it. I've been trying so hard to be "normal"....I think I have most people convinced. This grieving is really hard. I simply hate it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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