melindasue37 Posted September 7, 2007 Share Posted September 7, 2007 So many mixed feelings today...I can't beleive it has been a year without Mom. Yet in so many ways it feels like forever. I thought I was doing so good in the "grief process" but today has put me right in the midst of it again and I can't seem to shake it. Last year my Mom passed away around 1:30 am. I woke up last night, looked at the clock and it was exactly 1:30. How strange that even while sleeping my mind was reminding me what today was.... I want to be strong, remember all the GOOD memories and I'm really trying but darn it...it's hard. I just miss her so much. So, I'm going to finish up what work I have and get out of work where I can cry and scream and do whatever I have to do to get me through this day and remind myself that tomorrow WILl be better. Thanks for listening. This is the only place where I can do this and know that everyone (especially in the grieving forum) really gets it. Melinda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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