Carleen Posted September 14, 2007 Share Posted September 14, 2007 Today Keith would have been 36. Normally today I would be be filled with excitement and anticipation as I prepared for a day that was all about Keith. We always made sure to celebrate birthdays big, because we were always so grateful that this was the day that God brought our loved ones into our lives. I would be planning some big surprise or other, wrapping gifts, getting an ice cream cake (Keith didn't like standard cakes, crazy man), organizing times to get together with family and friends as there were so many people who loved Keith and would want to see him on his special day. Instead today is empty. I find the pain unbearable today. I know it should be easier because this is the second birthday without him, but the first was so close to his passing that it went by in a blur during a period where I was so numb. I miss him so much. I love him so much! I feel every cell in my body screaming out for him. Why? Why? Why? Cancer sucks!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SWEET LOVE. MY HEART IS WITH YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE. I hope birthdays in heaven are as wonderful as there were when we were together. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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